Jodie's Blog #2

Jodie blog #2!!

Woo Hoo Jodie’s all ready to transport!! She and the foal she is expecting will be to their forever home, the “Full Circle Ranch” by the next Tuesday the 7th of Sept!! 

She has progressed sooo much under Kindle’s care & love. It takes more than just food to bring back a horse from the brink of death ya know. Kindle had to show & give her love to heal Jodie’s soul. Jodie was so weak when she first arrived that Kindle had to spend the night out in the pen with her. When an animal is soo disregarded, so made to feel that she doesn’t matter, the faith and love to survive can be a huge hurdle to over come. The sadness and discouragement that Jodie first had when she arrived was the hurdle that Kindle had to fight in order for Jodie to thrive. I cannot ever say “Thank You” enough to Kindle and her family for bringing the light of life back to Jodie’s soul. Kindle will forever be in Jodie’s heart and I dare to say the same from her family’s side too. Kindle found Jodie’s “sweet spot” it’s under her chin and down her chest. Yippee!! Every slight bit of acceptance from a wild horse that went through a round up at some point in their life, to ending up at an abusive home being beaten & starved is a big joy and welcoming. To me, trust with horses wild or not is earned one moment at a time. I am grateful for each of those moments. It doesn’t feel like its enough but “Thank You Kindle, you and your family”. Ya’ll are the reason Jodie is alive and thriving, as well as the foal inside her.  

I also want to thank all of you who helped make this possible.  You guys donated $380.00 towards her transportation cost. I cannot be more grateful.  I have been twittering & FBing for about a year now and I have met soo many great helping people. (Total strangers that are now buds)  I/We need these confirmations in life. We need to know that there are great loving people left in the world.

At a time when all of us critter loving people can feel so discouraged and simply drained because of the seeming lack of compassion for animals in our world we need each other. Our wild horses alone are finding every day their life, their very existence becoming more and more destroyed. 100,000 horses wild & domesticated combined, from our country alone, go to slaughter every year. Plus who knows the number that are starved and abused in their “supposed” homes. It can all be so heartbreaking.

This is what is so wonderful about Jodie coming here. She will never have to leave this ranch nor her baby. They will always be considered for the wonderful loving beings that they are. It’s cool too though for the rest of our herd as well. We have 7 mares and they each and everyone are beautiful. Each of them has wonderful qualities that would be great to keep in our little herd, and some of them would love being a mother. Having said that, I don’t know if I could ever bring myself to getting one of our lovely mares pregnant. With soo many horses unwanted and there not being any sound reason for me to breed one of ours, I would feel very bad and disrespectful for doing so. You know what I mean?

Jodie though is with foal and although allowing her to be bred into an already abusive situation should never have taken place, but it is what it is. I can feel happy about this little baby coming though… teehee I also can see this as a healing of sorts for our whole herd. Jodie will be in her own pen until her and the baby are ready to be running with all the horsey’s but with our nosey herd they are sure to become “over the fence” buds. The two are going to live in a special pen connected to our house. I want them close so I can  watch Jodie’s pregnancy and attend to her daily needs, to show her how we share our looove and respect as a family. She is coming to a very special group of horses, and people, living with us. We have smorgasbord of breeds and attitudes here. Teehee..

At some point this little baby will be the herd’s baby with so many aunts & uncles. Each horse in our herd comes with their own story and life’s experiences to share and teach with.  Every one of our horses has a history in a time before we got them. Heck Kid Rock (TB) had a very successful racing career. Including all the horrors that went with it, he is the lead dude here. Our lead Mare is Ellie Mare and she is a 3 yr old Mustang rounded up as a yearling from NV. Then there is Sierra (14 yrs old) a beautiful palomino foundation quarter horse, she worked as a pack horse in the mountains.  Suzie is a curly that came from a big ranch close by where she learned and lived the cowboy life, working cattle and other basic ranch work. Oh I can’t stop without mentioning CJ.  He is the one that started it all for me. He is my Mustang and is in his 20’s now.  He wasn’t caught and rounded up until he was 5 yrs old from the wilds of Nevada. He is the one that went through the awful prison training program that the BLM participates with. (Not trying to step on toes here just telling my boys facts).  He left that program afraid of his own species. Since he was fast from a stand still the cowboys in the prison used him as “the cow” in their rodeos. He would shoot out the gate and be chased down by riders on horses then roped. When we first got him if he got to close to any other horse he would break out in a sweat and shake. He’s great now, confident and sooo loving.  He is the official Granddad on the ranch. (CJ’s the wise one that moves in and out of the herd as he feels on any particular day). Point being, because none were born into our family, that every horse in our herd comes with their own past. It has and is our job to understand those “before lives” to respect and accept what and how those have affected them individually. I mean geesh don’t you want to know and understand the past of anyone you love? 

Jodie will be #13 in the herd and the foal #14. With so many history’s, different pasts and special individuals coming from within the whole herd here on the ranch comes new and important lessons, lessons for each member of the herd, lessons for us 2 leggers and tons of lessons for the baby. See its funny to me, everyone thinks it’s so cool we are taking in this poor abused/starved mare and it is, but the ones really being lucky aren’t just Jodie and her foal, it’s us my family.  We have the chance to right whatever wrongs that have befallen Jodie.  The chance to show her humans can understand and that we can share our lives together. See how lucky we are?  Horses just need to be themselves and we need to be there for them however they need us. We don’t make them fit into our lives we fit into theirs. It’s not like living in the wild on their own for the horses, but with our little 40 acres it’s as close as we can get them to it. They all run wherever they want on our collective ranch. They choose to come down from the hilly back 30 to be with us. You can’t do a thing around here from working in the garden to fixing or driving the tractor around here without the herd walking over to see what’s going on. They are so friendly and so so curious. They feel at home as they should. We try really hard to share our love and our life with all the critters here, from the wild turkeys and bobcats to our house dogs and cats. This sharing, loving and living our lives together is what makes us a family.

Jodie has no idea how much she means to us and how grateful we are to have her and all of the critters in our life. Thanks for listening to my ramblings.  Sometimes ya just have to step back and acknowledge how wonderful animals in a human’s life can be. :) Check out Jodie’s new pics from the 23rd of August… Yippee she’s coming home…